I know you used to be on here, so by some sliver of a chance that you see this...

It's been a long time since you left the country. I'm sure we both have changed by now.

I really miss you a lot...

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about not being a better friend,

For never asking if you were ok,

For never realizing how stupid I was being

For never realizing what was happening while you were here

For barely being there

For my ignorance to what you were going through.

I'm sorry.

I wish I had been better then. I've been trying to change but...It’s hard to figure things out. I truly was a useless friend back then...I'm sorry.

I just miss you so much. It’s been too long since we've spoken and I fear that in my foolishness I was too late to talk to you. I hope you are well, what with what has been happening lately. And I hope I will see you again, but I'm so worried with how I can't see you, can't talk to you. I worry that I'm overreacting but I fear I am not...

If you do see this, then please do respond. I miss hearing from you, goddess of light.

If you never see this, and I'll never see you again...Well storms. I should’ve checked in sooner, made sure everything was ok.

I miss you.

-Your friend, Akita/Farryn