The Grey Rabbit sits in the rain. The Grey Rabbit sits alone. When The Grey Rabbit makes friends, they care for her out of pity. The Grey Rabbit is not blind to this. The Grey Rabbit has nearly taken her own life over these frauds of friends. Endless self-pity accompanies the Rabbit as well. Aching, Screaming, Wanting to Get away. So many other rabbits who still love her, yet she dwells on those she wants to get away from. You can't take your life, Grey Rabbit. They need you.
And yes, your life right now is hard. School doesn't help with that at all, with the people there- But remember, it might get better. You never know. And you have a life ahead of you, one that might be amazing. The world might not seem like it right now, but there's so many good things out there. You still have a life to live. Please don't throw that away.
Okay. I know life sucks, and I'm sorry about that. Frauds make life hard, and it really does suck. They're dumb to betray you, and the pity you get from a lot of them is hard. I know this. People who just pity you makes life so much more painful. I'm sorry if at some point I've been included into the "pitying" category, I never wanted that. Self-pity is hard, I know. It's human to dwell on the past. We humans tend to have a negative mindset, remembering the events and people that hurt us. But please don't take your life. We're still here to support you always, no matter what. I don't know what'd happen if you were gone, but I know it'd be hard. You've been such an amazing friend, to so many. Yeah, some people hurt you. Yeah, it will always hurt a little, but it takes a while of healing. Eventually, if you keep on trying, it'll start to fade away. You've done so much to help others, you don't even realize it.
Okay...I'm going to add to what I was saying, or rather, rewrite it with a little better wording, since the original wording is bad, and I fear it didn't offer a lot of comfort, nor any help at all-
Please...I know how it feels to have people who care only to pity you. But please, please PLEASE don't take your lif...I don't think any of us could handle our favorite person on here taking their life. I love you so much Midori, we all do.