Im now in 9th grade, which is currently one of the hardest grades this year. Im not able to focus on my dreams. It js sux u know. There is no time for my comics, my art, my thoughts and all i do is Homework, depression, Too many responsibilities and et cetera. Each day to me the sky turns grey and dull. I try to enjoy and be grateful for what i have, the gifts the hangouts, time with family but it aint enough. I keep getting distracted. to some of you this might be a joke cuz u normally see me happy everywhere even in social media including instagram (my insta: ayaan.ali_1117), its where i try to be happy on social media even if it is cringe. I feel like im slowly losing myself. Im an introvert actually and i do not like sharing myself with anybody cuz i feel like no one isnt gonna listen but now here i am, telling why i cant post right now. I feel like i need some motivation and im slowly losing faith. so, if u dont wanna help me its fine, i can work myself out. If u are willing to help, Give me some motivation if u can also religious ones too if thats ok. Love u all very much, to all my followers and haters. and no i am not leaving, js sad only. C ya!!!!! (NOTE: This post will be deleted on 7th of June)