I get the paranoia, that feeling like no one is on your side, that feeling like no one can be trusted. I know how crushing it can be...Also, the comment from your mom was uncalled for, and isn't really...well, right...Don't let it keep you down, because it isn't true....

Okay. The heart racing part. I get that way sometimes too...and I'm guessing it can be easy to spiral out at times? Sorry for assuming, but when it was mentioned that was happening, and that there was no medical condition...well, with all of the other things mentioned, it seems like one of two things to me: anxiety, and just...all of this stuff causing it to happen...

Either way, you are amazing! Any time you need support, I can assume we'd all be here to support you. I will be praying, I know this stuff sucks... Take time for yourself, and if you need us, we're here. <3

I understand...The empty feeling, the insecurities, the doubts, the heart racing...I understand.

I want to say a couple things. First, you're amazing. You really are, I've always found you to be pretty cool! Secondly, please, don't listen to those thoughts...I know it feels so empty rn, and nothing will fix it. I've felt that way too and while for a long time it felt like there was no way out except THAT, it did start to lessen some. I like to call it the life-sucking darkness. Yes, it does come back some times. Yes, it still is there...Yeah, it takes the joy out of life. But don't stop looking for joy, for hope, even though it feels hopeless. It isn't.

i share a lot of these experiences, actually...

um i play roblox too do you wanna exchange usernames

u are cool and i wanna help where i can

also i wanna be friends outside of just grid paint comments

tbh i always have bc you're cool and nice but that's weird to just say yk

whatching it now

look i know this isn't about grid paint but i want to let you know that nobody here hates you, I've always found you a great guy and I'm not even saying that just because. I'm saying this because its true, you're a good person and don't let fear and insecurities tell you what others think of you. Whatever the emptiness says is false, I know this as everyone has it inside us, telling us everyone hates us, telling us that they're only our friends because they don't know how to leave nicely, I have this too, this feeling where I don't have anyone with me its normal. And its not true.

video link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRsopE_RC2g

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