Me realizing that I'm going to kill off that one character that I absolutely love. (she does get to be seen as a ghost but still-) I think I gave myself trauma by doing this- why do we authors like to suffer like thisππππ
Fr tho- I've done so much to my ocs I should be used to it by now, but when it's literally one of my favs- but yk, plot armor was...off. She'll still be around in a way but storns it hurt to realize that-