For most of my life, I've never had crushes, so I thought I was aroace. HOWEVER, I have now been proven wrong! I've had two- er- 80% crushes before, and I think (?) I have a third one now? The thing is, they have all been my friends, and of course I don't wanna get into a relationship with a friend!

Btw when I say 80% crushes I mean that I was partially in denial about them (O ⥰O)

I'm not sure exactly what my orientation is, but I've only really been attracted to boys and transmasc people. (Btw I hear a lot of people use the word transmasc to describe trans men, but what I mean by it is people who aren't a boy, but prefer to present masc.) Do any of you know what that would be called? I know that I don't need to have a label for my orientation, but it'd make me feel more comfortable.

I actually realized my orientation just now while writing this! For a while I thought I was pan, then I thought I was toric, (NBxM,) but neither of those felt right. Then suddenly I'm writing about my crushes and I have a moment of realization lol-

Anyways, happy Halloween, and happy pixelling!!!

#new-oc #sorryiwasgoneforsolonglotsoflifestuff;-;