Ok, I don't exactly know what you mean by disrespect, but please, please, please don't do it! I'm serious, don't throw your life away...You might not realize it but you do matter, people DO care, though I know that might not help at this point...But please, stay. Don't do it. Though it's hard to see, there's happiness left in the world. Stay for those moments of happiness. And as for the disrespect, I'm guessing issues with bullying? Don't let them win. Don't leave the world because of some useless idiots (had to edit what I wanted to say). THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT. YOU ARE.