Reply to AKITA:

Just wishing that... I don't know. My whole life it's like I'm desperately wishing for something and my heart aches. But I just don't know exactly what I'm wishing for-

Reply to AKITA:

Currently feeling like my heart is breaking, because we're leaving my grandparents soon (so this is the last time I can use this account, email you later!) and this might be the last time I see them for a long time. They're moving like across the world to South Korea so- But they haven't sold their house yet, but if they get it sold before Thanksgiving break I might not see them again for like a year or two. And then I'll have no family in the U.S. but my parents. And well it's just that it sort of sucks. I feel horrible that I secretly hope that they won't move even though I know that they have a hard time in the U.S., and I just... feel horrible that I feel that way- And I can't help being jealous of my cousins because they have family around them, when I have to fly across the world to see them. Also the fact that it has to be like every few years- D: Does that make me a horrible person to feel that!??!?!?!

Reply to Zoe Nightshade:

It hurts when the people who should help you and TRY to understand don't-

Reply to Zoe Nightshade:

Yeah....I get that.

Reply to AKITA:

Yeah... My mom says she supports me, but a lot of the time I feel like she criticizes me a lot more. I get that she doesn't agree with a lot of my life decisions but I wish she'd be more... maybe even more subtle about it- It just hurts and these days I can't help talking back-

Reply to Zoe Nightshade:

Yeah...I'm sorry. I get that...I try to bring it up before but they partly understand but I'm afraid to tell my family because whenever I say anything they just don't understand and they don't understand when I'm unhappy-

Reply to AKITA:

Yeah... I never bring it up to my friends because I'm afraid that they won't understand and then they'll just look at me like I'm crazy- Well I actually tried once and exactly what I feared happened T_T

Reply to Zoe Nightshade:

Yeah, it is. It's rather common...but no one ever talks about it so no one really knows..just think they're alone...

Reply to AKITA:

Oh... It's nice to know that I'm not alone on feeling that emotion though-

Reply to Zoe Nightshade:

Yeah....I do...all the time.