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Ignore this...

24 Aug 2025 21:55 by AKITA SILVERLEAF
"I'm trying..."
"Can you please stop, just stop!"
AKITA SILVERLEAF - 27 Aug 2025 02:11
Reply to Murphic:
It's fine lol I can see how it got misinterpreted! And no, it’s fine, ty!
Yeah...Idk..it's weird, in a way. Everyone is so much like:"You draw that's amazing" and then are like "Why are you so bad at this?" And Idk... I've always felt like I'm never enough. Things just aren't working...Idk, everyone says I'm so great, then why am I so messed up? Why am I a monster? Why can't I do anything right no matter how much I try?
But thank you. I do need a little more self esteem, a little more pride...and thank you for your words I needed that! Take care <3
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Murphic - 27 Aug 2025 00:20
Reply to AKITA SILVERLEAF:
I'm so sorry I misinterpreted this, really, really, sorry. I feel like you don't need people talking with you about this, maybe it will be a bad reminder about it but, if you need anything we're here, okay? You're not useless, you don't need to try to be something you aren't. You're incredible in a lot of things you do and just because people want you to be in a way it doesn't mean you need to follow what they say. I never really went throught this so I don't think I can help much but don't mind about venting, don't feel sorry about this, you can always vent as much as you need. Please take care <3
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AKITA SILVERLEAF - 25 Aug 2025 13:44
Ok. I fear this has been wrongly interpreted...no, I haven't been severely hurt. The wounds are more there to represent all the damage I've done to myself..and how it feels rn. I'm so broken, and it's my own fault. The "I'm trying" and "can you please stop just stop" is just related to how everytime a difficult topic is brought up (like keeping my emotions under control or my having a hard time talking to people) and I've been trying so hard to get better to not be useless, but then the other people go on and on about how I'm not what I should be...thus the stop, please stop part. And again, the wounds mean all the damage I've done to myself...oh and the old scar is proof of that too. Sorry about all of this... I feel like I shouldn't be venting or making art like this this much...
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AKITA SILVERLEAF - 24 Aug 2025 22:53
Reply to ❄︎ WoliWilo ❄︎:
Oh.. wait...I think this was misunderstood- sorta- Idk- but...I'm sorry.
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mirodi - 24 Aug 2025 22:41
in real life im too scared to tell them to stop :)
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AKITA SILVERLEAF - 24 Aug 2025 22:22
Reply to Murphic:
Uhmm... yeah..?
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Murphic - 24 Aug 2025 22:16
OH-
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