Cause: My mom is very pushy and strict sometimes you guys will see me looking flawless and act happy even though im not in the mood all the time i sleep until 1 cause i cant sleep i usually think of dieing but then yet im scared My dad is ok but the cause IS MY MOM like seriously i really want to die and get eaten or fall off a cliff but i cant im scared im tired im stressed FORGET ME TALKING ABOUT HOW LIFE IS IMPORTANT....And the peple in my new school they are just NOT it this is all i can tell questions may be asked....