POV:How it feels knowing no one will understand you bc you're on a completely different wave length and they won't ever quite know what you're actually saying or doing so they don't understand. They also never understand why you can't just be happy and perfect and able to handle being around people for the whole day...Next person to ask "what's wrong? have a headache? are you ok? is it something I did? Are you ok? What's wrong with you? What now? Why are you so sensitive and dramatic? Why are you upset? What can't you understand? Are you ok?" is getting whacked with a sketchbook.
Yeah...Neurotypical extroverts make up most of my close "family" though...It makes things a bit complicated, and they really are bad at understanding unfortunately. I'm okay-ish now, just had a long week of staying with extroverted family & friends who were very pushy and insistent on putting me in stressful positions when I'm already on the edge of losing it, so I was on my last nerve-
This kinda sums up my experience with autism to some extent too
Good luck with that. I've found that extroverts (especially neurotypical extroverts) can be reeeaaallly bad at being empathetic with anyone who is different to them.
Why are you looking to kill people?! I thought that wasn't your job? Besides, a bit overboard, don't ya think? Easier to knock them out, not kill them!
Lol yeah...I'm "fine" now, but just had a long week surrounded by people and had to do a lot of masking...It gets tiring- And ty, if you need to talk, I'm here as well!