I think it is over, I don't think I have anything to do anymore. It is not just for summer, I mean forever. I just don't have any ideas, and to be honest, I feel a bit left out. I feel like I am being left behind. I am being kinda kicked in the dirt, only because I was gone for a month or so. It feels like I don't have a place, like I being pushed out of the way. I don't want any of the sappy stuff either. I want the straight darn truth, not " I love your art!" or "We will miss you". I am not having any of that. I know I am not the most likable, but I don't want people just to be nice for no reason, it is better to say the darn truth, if you liked me or not. One more thing before I go is, just remember, when someone is being rude to you, don't give an and argue, they want your attention, just don't look at it, they want you to be mad. Do not give in, you are winning if you are not arguing. They might think they are winning, but they are not. You are a true winner.