An Attention seeker!?!?! From what it sounds like those people aren't your friends at all! That's not fair at all. But yeah I do understand that. I want to talk to my friends, and ask them if their embarressed of me. Or if I did something wrong. But if I ask them that they'll either be like, "Why would you think that?" or "No, no, of course not!" And it would just sound unconvincing to me.
D: I hope you're not lonely. I totally understand that feeling. I kinda feel lonely more lately, ever since I was Bi. Sometimes it feels like my friends are embarressed of me because of it... And urgh worst feeling in the world. I hope you know that you're never alone! :)