of pain, sorrow, loneliness, and being broken. tired of life in general. I miss my sister. probably would be easier if she were here. then again she's safe from the pain now. The arguing, the pain, the stress. the being left out. She doesn't have to deal with it.. but I still wish she were here to keep me from breaking because of the pain. Maybe I'm overreacting again. maybe I'm making it worse for myself. I'm just so tired of it all.
Yeah I know. My moms mad at me rn. And she's the type of person who stays mad, she doesn't know how to let go of the things she's mad at. And I just hate that sometimes. And she acts like everything I do is just wrong. And it makes me so mad. I just wanna yell at her sometimes. And at school my friends seem different... especially one of them seem to be... weirder toward me eversince they learned I was bi and it just sucks. Life just sucks. But I mean we just gotta see the light at the end of the tunnel right? That's the only way we survive this life right?