I think my heart is breaking. I hate it so much. People don't like that I'm bi. Word is spreading around my church. My friends are touchy about the subject. And I have no one to confide in except my online friends. You guys are the only ones who understand and support me. My friend group feels like it's falling apart. And I can't find anyone who loves me really for who I am. D: It's like I'm drowning, everyone sees me as the optomistic girl, the girl who can control herself. The all happy girl. But how long can I keep that disguise? How long before it crumbles? It hurts. I feel like im being left behind.
thanks so much, this made my day! I found a new friend group here who supports me and you just became a part of it <3 Everyday I spend here, my heart heals a bit moe, because ya'll always got my back. I've found friends who support me, and I hope you know that I'm always here for you too <3
Im late but just saw this hehe, anyways we support you! Find better friends I know its hard but you can do it! We love you for who you are keep going! <3
Who cares what they think? Let that toxicity behind girl! Tell everyone you're proud to be bi! I know I'm a bit late (like 2 months) But I will not let this stand, let that old friend group behind and start another with people who get you. You know that there's people who care about you, who love you, and I've seen how you've been writing poems, try to write a poem about this! It might make you feel better. I hope your heart unbreaks, I hope you are happy again. You are not being left behind, but one thing is for sure; we both feel the same way about the happy disguise. But either way you need to follow your own heart, follow your own mind, don't follow the mind and hearts of people who don't care about you, because if you do; you'll be more sad than happy, even if you think it's helping you. I hope you stand with your pride and show them that you don't care what they think about you. Until then, you still have all of us.