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VENT(desc)
10 Jan 2022 14:21 by
I believe in pearl supermacy
Pearl's list of flaws!
1. Being the second option is like being a backup plan after the first one failed and never use it again after.
2. I don't make friends anymore so I won't get hurt more.
3. I almost never eat.
4. People take me for granted because of my drawings, not even my own being.
5. I have almost more than 5 personalities so I can be relevant and gain validation so people won't forget me since I don't know who I am and can't find my true inner self. Cue the identity crisis!
6. Got a lot requests, but barely anyone makes gifts for me.
7. I love how people claim they care when behind that screen, that look shows they don't give three f--ks about every word I'm saying with the straightest face.
8. People forget about me.
9. feel like I can't be true to myself.
10. Ghosting
11. I'm too nice
12. "People would feel sad if you left this world!" "People need you!" Name multiple people who do in this world.
13. Being ignored.
14. Wanting to be understood and taken seriously.
Don't you always feel like you have to please people?
Don't you do that so you won't disappoint others and not being able to say no despite having full control out of it and think they will hate you?
Don't you feel that's why you're taken for granted?
Don't you feel like you have to switch more than 5 personalities for that and people forget you?
Don't you ever feel like having an identity crisis because you don't know who you are anymore?
:)
I just want someone who actually understands me, someone who can just hold me and tell me everything will be okay. No death, just someone who knows me well..
I feel like I'm easily disgusted by d^rty compliments and I don't know why.