I actually hate high school for the fact.

I can't make friends, no one even talks to me, ever.

They only have short convos and just leave and I'm the person who starts it first.

No one asks me how I feel or how I am.

There are too many assignments that are overwhelming.

"Make some friends and talk to them!" I'm happy to make friends but I just feel too quiet most of the time.

I have support but it doesn't seem to be working.

My mom keeps asking how my day was, it's fine I guess.

I keep lying to others but I don't know why, I don't want anyone to find out how I actually feel because I fear about them worrying too much.

I hate school, I hate assignments, it stresses me out..

I wish my life was perfect where I can be a better person.

Whenever they tell me to "be yourself", I'm afraid of that because I'll get judged. I either fake a personality just to get noticed by others, the ones I truly trust I act towards to is really me, the ones who actually understand.

I wish I can speak more but I seem too annoying for them, I'd keep my mouth shut.

High school sucks :D