step dads are giant poops. there is a little mess in my room, and now I'm grounded until further notice.
my grades are slowly crashing down, while I'm trying my best.
I seriously thought about running away MULTIPLE times, and though about doing it once 16, so I have some cash to do so, but I don't want to do so, and then people say that I'm looking for attention bc my life isn't that bad. (it is, but it isn't)
I'm stressing over every little thing, no matter if it is a big problem or not.
I'm tired, have no motivation for anything, and have been sleeping in most of my classes.
I've been having random anxiety attacks throughout the day, and it's embarrassing
my step dad doesn't like that I don't call him my father, but then he doesn't call me his child? like make it make sense-
and when I forget a simple thing, as of helping my mom with something because I get side tracked, he yells at me, does it himself, and I get grounded.
Me and my siblings do all the chores, from cleaning the whole house, the bathrooms the kitchen, feeding and washing the animals doing the laundry, and the dishes. and yet, he calls us lazy, and grounds us for weeks, while he sits on his butt the whole day, and after work, he still just sits.
I've thought about dropping out of school multiple times now, but know it's a dumb idea, as if I do, I cant ever get the job I want.
and he hates my boyfriend with all his guts. only thinking that he is my friend as well, so if he finds out we are together, I am in trouble.
btw, does anyone know how to make some extra cash, I'm trying to get an apartment once I'm 18-
I play Sims on a PlayStation, but if you don't have any mods, I would be nice to a sim, invite it into your house before luring it into a room. Once that sim is in a room, lock the door so it doesn't leave, be nice to it until you can add it to your family, once in your family, you can either make it starve, or drown it, or whatever-