Yeah, life hurts. And when the world just moves on you just watch and hurt silently, and wonder how the world is still moving when you're in so much pain.
yeah... technically I do have a sibling, she would've been 7 rn... but you know.. life lied and said I'd be a big sister. It's rough, and life doesn't avoid hurting you because you're extra sensitive. being lonely.. I mean I've been less so since my friends kinda took me in more, though there are just those days where you feel like no one understands...
100% and 1 thing I hate about life is that it lets you have some good times where you're able to forget the grief and pain and then.. something terrible happens. Something really bad happened with your friends, one of your family members has to have yet another surgery, or someone is at the brink of death. or you start to have terrible thoughts creep in.. This is why I hate life sometimes.