-a bunch of random stuff about me because i have nothing better to do-
1. i'm very bad at comforting people
2. i find it hard to sympathize with people for some reason
3. i have a big dog stuffed animal named Cookie and she is my comfort toy
4. i have a very short temper
5. im awful at arguing and defending myself
6. sometimes i punch my older brother or something but then i immediately feel really bad
7. i feel irrelevant, clingy, and annoying a lot. especially on here for some reason
8. i don't have many friends (i have around 5 i think but a lot of them are moving next school year and all my friends are at school)
9. i had a best friend for a while but she stopped talking to me about one or two years ago
10. i don't like to talk a lot cause i feel clingy if i do, but then i feel the need to talk cause i feel like i'm being distant. but then when i do talk i think im annoying and go back to being silent
11. i don't really like being sympathized with
12. i find it hard to believe what people are saying to me if I'm getting comforted. part of me just feels like they're saying things just to make me feel better.
13. sometimes i talk to my stuffed animals
14. i talk to myself a lot
15. i love sad songs
16. i get really stressed if i lose something, forget to do something, or forget something
17. i tend to think my problems are insignificant because other people i know have gone through or are going through much worse
18. i don't like drawing attention to myself or my emotions
19. i criticize myself a lot
20. i'm awful at physical things
21. my gym teachers are very strict and loud so if i can't do something very well I panic
22. twenty one is my favorite number for a few reasons. one, it's my birthday (april 21st) two, it's a meme. three, if y'all know demon slayer hashira ages i swear.
23. i act weird when i'm tired
24. i have one 1 uno comfort character
25. i think i have neediness anxiety :/
26. one of my pet peeves is when people spell words wrong (that i know how to spell right) but i feel bad if i correct them
27. i'm gonna do bowling at my school but i'm thinking about maybe quitting already :') (it hasn't even started yet ToT)
28. i'm gynosexual (look it up, idk T_T). i just looked up what i have and it gave me a sexuality (i'm so happy there's a name for my weird ah sexuality T_T)
29. my full name is super friggin long. my full first name, my two middle names, and my last name combined are around 32 letters T_T
30. this isn't about me but the longest word is 189,819 letters and takes 3 hours to pronounce ._. i tied looking it up but google had an error and said it was too long to look up ToT