I ended up with my loved one's stuff after she just died..it's kinda making life difficult on top of school, life in general, and grief. I was talking to someone about it and they said "Not like she can see what you're doing with her belongings now"ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ UHM HELLO? HAVE YOU NO HONOR?!?!?! I LOVED THAT PERSON AND YOU JUST-
No no no don't! I'm sorry, it's not your fault, and don't ever let anything force you quiet. And it truly isn't your fault. If anyone’s it's mine. I've had a lot of people tell me in the past to be quiet because I "have nothing to be worried about " and so I jump to conclusions way too quickly. It's a bad habit, I'm afraid. I'm sorry, it's my bad.
Well...not exactly. There's not a lot of people on rn, and I'm most definitely not the only one who has it tough, and if you're implying something else, I'm not trying to cause drama. (sorry about jumping to conclusions but usually when someone says something like that, that's what it means-)
A family member that I'm "supposed to be closer to". I think part of this whole thing is that's he's bitter about me spending less time with him. And he's a little bit of the "smile! Come on, let's be perfect and look happy" person.