don't feel bad, it's your life and trust me, you shouldn't feel bad about it especially since you are happy rn.. also you don't have to but if you need to, I am always open to talk if needed. Just know that you shouldn't feel bad about it
But yeah, I hope it gets figured out. I know how awward that can feel, never feel guilty about that! None of this is your fault and you deserve to be happy with the person you have :)
0-0 Oof- Wait did they tell you personally????! My "love" story ain't so good either- 0-0 I have a crush on this one girl- and she's really nice and I kinda feel bad because we became friends and she likes to talk to me. And I never say anything about my crush because well it would be awkward, and I just wish I could tell her, but like our whole school goes crazy about the "gay" or any LGBTQ+ subject, which is annoying. And er I just idk what to do. Especially cuz people are shipping her and my kinda "ex friend-" I mean we're kinda still friends, but he never really talked to me anymore after 5th grade- so idk. So now it's super awkward for me. But slowly I'm trying to just tell myself that I can be her good friend- ig-