they just can't understand that sometimes I'm having a rough day or am really tired or dealing with stuff and I just don't want to smile. It's getting really annoying, to tell the truth.
I completely understand, my family always tells me that things are ok, when they really aren't. I feel like I can't even trust them with things anymore. They hardly ever ask how I am anymore and to make matters worse, they have been keeping distance from me even since I came out as lesbian and it became a touchy subject. If you need anything we are here for you:)
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Well, I'm sorry for all of that. Also parents.. sorta understand my feelings, like they won't try to force me to smile like my other family members.. but I usually have to pretend around them.. because they have way too much stress rn, and my mom is at her wits end lately... So I have to pretend like I'm fine, like I'm not struggling... and the blow up the house part? Some of that is just feeling like they have to watch you all the time, or to make sure you're safe and not getting into trouble.. It's something that can come with being an only child. They basically make all their mistakes on you first..
Dang... it's your choice if you want to smile! To be honest, my day has kinda sucked too. Word is getting around at my church that I'm Bi. And my dad got a call, a church member questioning about it. And I just wish they wouldn't make it a BIG DEAL. And I had an encounter with an online friend, he still called me a traitor because my team destroyed his base. And it hurts because HES the one who turned against me. He said he supported LGBT+ But he lied, he doesn't and in my standards that's just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. And my school friends are touchy about the subject LGBT+. And my parents just don't understand ANYTHING. They seem to think they know everything about my personal life, THEY DON'T. They act like they're in charge of the things I do and feel. I mean they're in charge of some things. But often I feel trapped, they watch me so much, like I'm going to blow up the house. LIKE BRO WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT?!?!?