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I understand, it's kinda similar to me in some ways.. I hate the way I put up a mask to hide from the pain to pretend it doesn't exist when I'm with other people.. It wears down your defenses quickly

Reply to Akita:

Yeah.. The thing is we never really come back from- certain events- I've spend nearly 3 years forcing a smile on my face, 3 years of hiding behind a mask of "Miss Sunshine" 3 years of people thinking that I'm a person that is totally different from the person I really am. I used to be able to do it with no effort, but now idk how long my defenses will hold- if you know what I mean-

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I'm here btw, and thanks. I'm slightly better now.. just had a really.. rough day. I'll be completely myself again in a week don't worry! Just the next 2 days will be rough but I'll survive! *forced happy tone*

Akita is sad? D: Akita was one of my first friends on here D: Please give her my hopes and dat I will always be here :3 D: