So. My grandma has cancer. We found that out a while ago. But now, the type of cancer she has can be stopped if removed in time. BUT THE CLINIC (as far as we know) CAN'T GET HER IN UNTIL SIX MONTHS LATER, AND THAT WON'T BE IN TIME, will it?! I'm just rotating between nightmares, wanting to break things, hopelessness, painful memories, hating that I can't do anything to stop it, and wishing that she wasn't over 6 hours away. I can't lose her too...