Reply to Akita:

Yaaas slay! I'm so glad it went well for you! :)

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All things serious, I highly doubt the guy understood or if he did, he didn't care. People are cruel, especially when it comes to harder topics. That's the truth of it.

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heh yeah it is, but I'm happier now possibly because I just had a concert and we ROCKED! (my mood:takes one success and fun to change my mood quickly, and one bad thing to ruin it-)

Reply to 🍋Hazel Wolf??🍋:

Hmm. Well.

i would just cry idk why but cry. am a teacher told me to not worry about anyone

"What if someones sad? or dying" "WORRY ABOUT YOUR SELF!" (this didn't actual happen but I think she would say that) like what if someone hurt? she said saying someone not to do something is tattle tailing EXCUSS ME what u mean by that

Reply to Akita:

No.... No one would- That's just- That's just cruel. Obviously he doesn't understand what it's like to lose someone- I mean that's just not OK at all- I'm sorry your dad had to go through that- That's like ultimate cruelty- I guess life is just cruel. Some people just are cruel. I know it hurts so much, but then people make fun of you and say you just want attention-

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Yeah.. I honestly.. have longed for that myself, and well.. I understand, and it does always hurt. That's the way of it. and people don't really understand. this one guy, he made fun of my dad, basically being a bully because my dad was grieving

Reply to Akita:

I'm so sorry- And I know what the panic attacks are. I don't really have anyone to grieve for- I don't know why- Well I do, I've lost so many friends- Friends who understood me. But if I tried to explain people would tell me to get over it. But they don't understand- It's like losing a part of me. I used to think me and my mom were best friends who always hung out, but now it's just i don't get it we fell apart- And I just want someone who understands. Idk what to do anymore- And a lot of my friends were online, but it just hurts because they actually understood me- My loneliness, my longing for someone who loved me just for who I was-

Reply to Akita:

(I swear I've gotten worse over the years, more panic attacks, more grief, more stress.)

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yeah well.. at least your sister's birthday wasn't on the 21st and she's gone- my lovely 6 year old sister- (sorry, having a bit of a moment.. it's one of THOSE days)