within the very short time it has seen an era of modern regrowth, this site has now seen me go relapse and go insane, Epic relapse and approach darkness, Macas have whatever is happening to them, (I haven't gotten a good chance to talk to them about it, sorry,) and Mark attempt suicide. That's insane. That's terrifying. That's... almost dangerous. Then of course there's Akita, Murphicc, and El Pineapple who have all been sort of bystanders to all of this, and I'm sure that this is also very scary for them too. And also, I'm not sure about the other three of us that are openly dealing with insanely bad stuff, but I'm also a sort of bystander. Whatever weird wave in reality has caused all this to happen at once is taking a toll on every single one of us.
And most of us are way too young.
I know that sounds wrong, but...
All of us have had an unhealthily short childhood or have had none at all. From a psychological standpoint, all of us are going to have an even harder life in adulthood in this sense because our respective periods of development are being spent with... this...
And none of us can really do anything about it. So we need to talk.
We need to talk about this so that we can process this.
We're all experiencing this.
So we should process this together.
Everyone is processing this in their own little world.
Ohhh that actually makes a lot of sense! And no, no, don't be sorry for being able to process it! For the most part I've processed it myself though I'm still concerned ofc, took a day of art to do lol- And that's great, fixing the circadian rhythm is always such a pain 😭
Well, that feeling, the depression (I'm guessing that's...kinda what it is?) won't go away instantly, it'll stay for a while, but it can fade!
Art/Writers block sucks, hope you can punch it out of the way lol I hate creative block so much
Aww well, I care about you too! I'm sure the others do too <3
hey by the way i dont think im going to use this much.
i myself am done processing, and i think that honestly there's nothing we can do, nothing i can do lol
haha so yeah no point in worrying about it
sorry this is probably kind of mean since you guys are not over it i think but there's just this weird sense of euphoria and everything feels like it's going to be ok and idkkkkkk
i like have a whole plan for fixing my circadian rhythms!!!!!!!! it's kinda funny lol????????
unfortunately it involves pulling an all nighter which is annoying af :[ but im so happy XD
im still SUPER HAPPY TO TAALK THO
even in this state i cant really brush off the feeling that my life is meaningless im still figuring it out lol so until i get over this creative block (which btw will ALSO be annoying) i need smth else to give myself some meaning
also i care about you guys!!!!!!!! so yeah it's cuz that too lol :⁆
I sugest trying to support each other would be a good option since well, we all don't know how to expecifically help yet we sill want to show that we do care for each other.